Sunday, February 1, 2015
I'm trying; I'm dying.
I've always been pessimistic, because of my surroundings or my circumstance. I've always felt unlucky. It doesn't matter how many times I roll the dice, I always land on snake eyes. Man, I'm tired of always feeling so damn unlucky.
These past few months it seems I've found a way to start seeing the glass half full. Probably because once someone hits rock bottom, they start feeling thankful for even the smallest signs of hope and it puts everything in perspective. I never thought, at 21, I could possibly have life throw me a curveball (or 4) everyday consistently. It's a battle I'm never winning, but maybe if I bite the bit and just keep pushing on, I'll see sunlight again.
These past few months it seems I've found a way to start seeing the glass half full. Probably because once someone hits rock bottom, they start feeling thankful for even the smallest signs of hope and it puts everything in perspective. I never thought, at 21, I could possibly have life throw me a curveball (or 4) everyday consistently. It's a battle I'm never winning, but maybe if I bite the bit and just keep pushing on, I'll see sunlight again.
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